it's been about 2 weeks and I am not ready to face my parents yet.

Carlos and I have now found a place of our own.



I just cant seem to forgive them for everything they did, Innocent people were killed

A lot has happened since my last post, but basically i have been found.
the police came for me.
My parents wanted to put Carlos in jail, but i stood up for him.

Over all my parents were "disappointed" in me ( I hate that word ).

Carlos ended up not going to jail and i haven't spoken to my parents since then

I know its fast but my feelings for Carlos have gotten stronger....this is much more then a little high school crush

Over the past weeks Carlos and I really got to know each other, he seems like a really sweet guy. And he listened to me go on about my "mom problems" and my "high school problems."

It had been a couple of days later and I realized I wasn't going to get out of hear. Day by day Carlos would bring me food, and regularly check up on me every few hours. And every day I tried talking to him, pleading for him to let me go. But as usual he ignored me.

About a week later He told me everything, (after me yelling and crying of corse).

It turns out that he had a family in Columbia, (a wife and a 1year old son)
he worked in Canada and use to send them money.

What he said next made my stomach week.
it turns out that his family were killed due to one of my parents many mining companies.

I never fealted more ashamed in my life. Epically seeing the sorrow in his eyes.

Carlos came through the door with a cellphone and put it to my ear demanding me to talk. It was my parents on the other line. I started crying and told them how sorry i was for leaving. but before I could finish he took the phone from me and left

Some time pass and Carlos comes back with some food. I ask him what was going on and who he is, he told me to just be quiet and eat. I refused to eat the food and he just left it in the dark and left the room.